If you feel alone and like nobody understands and like nothing will ever change, I’m here to tell you that you are wrong! I’ve been in that same place before, having those feelings, and I know how burdensome each day can be. I know what it feels like to want it to all end. I also know what it feels like to give up and give in when you don’t know any other way.
I feel led right now to reach out to anyone who may be in that place. Don’t give up. You may not understand what I’m saying right now, but I promise you that there is hope for you.
Go back 6 years ago and I wouldn’t say such a thing, but here’s what I have to say to you, Jesus is real. At a time when I had no belief or consciousness of Him, He did a work that led me from the darkest of places I could have been. When I was in my darkest place, no one ever expressed this to me, what I am saying to you right now. No one mentioned Jesus; no one told me there was hope in this life. But, thank God He had His way of reaching me and He didn’t leave me in that dark place. I’m begging you, please don’t blow this off. This can be a starting point for you, that’s what I’m hoping and praying. If you’re seeing this then I believe God led you to see it (or He led you to share it with someone you know who needs to read it). My stats on this blog are not many as I do not put in effort to share it (God will lead who needs to see it here), so if you’re reading this then I believe you are at a first step. I would not be able to say all this if I hadn’t experienced it personally.
When I was at my darkest I had no real understanding of what unconditional love is. I felt unwanted and I felt like I had no purpose in this life. I reached a point where I felt stuck and I really wanted it to just end. That’s when God began to do a work that led me to Him and changed my whole future. What He did for me He will do for you. He loves you. He knows you, everything about you – your good, your bad, your ugly – and with everything He knows He wants you so much. He loves you unconditionally and He wants to be in a relationship with you. He wants to show you just how loved you are. Though people may let you down, He never will. He has plans for you – to prosper you and not harm you, to give you hope and a future. He has His eye on you, yes you. He sees you and He has a special plan for you. Yes, these words are really true for you.
There is nothing complicated about having a relationship with God. It starts with a desire. When I first had a curiosity and a desire to have this hope that I was seeing as a possibility in Jesus, I went through several weeks of pondering and the biggest question I struggled with was, “Will He really forgive EVERY sin?” To save you all that pondering, the answer is yes. The Bible says, “ ‘Come now, let us settle the matter,’ says the Lord. ‘Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool.’ ” (Isaiah 1:18) “In Him we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of sins, in accordance with the riches of God’s grace.” (Ephesians 1:7) He will forgive your EVERY sin.
Read this and accept it. It was God’s heart for me and it is His heart for YOU too:
“Suppose one of you has a hundred sheep and loses one of them. Doesn’t he leave the ninety-nine in the open country and go after the lost sheep until he finds it? And when he finds it, he joyfully puts it on his shoulders and goes home. Then he calls his friends and neighbors together and says, ‘Rejoice with me; I have found my lost sheep.’ I tell you that in the same way there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent.”
He cares that much for YOU. The Bible says that nothing can separate you from His love!
I pray that you have a glimpse of hope and that there is a desire in you for what I now have in Jesus. It starts with a desire and telling Him you want to know Him. It’s your own words from your heart, nothing fancy. It can be as simple as, “Jesus, I realize there is nothing in this life that completely satisfies and I’d like to get to know you. Reveal yourself to me. I want to know what it means to know you. I want to surrender to you and have a relationship with you. I am a sinner and I need a Savior. Jesus, cleanse me of me of my sin. I believe in you. I believe you died for me and rose again so that I could have life in you. I surrender to You as my Lord. ”
If you prayed this today, I am so excited for you. There is rejoicing in heaven right now! If you need any prayer or if you need further direction, dont hesitate to reach out!
“But God demonstrates His own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” (Romans 5:8)
“If you declare with your mouth, ‘Jesus is Lord,’ and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. For it is with your heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you profess your faith and are saved.” (Romans 10:9-10)
“If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.” (1 John 1:9)
“ ‘Come now, let us settle the matter,’ says the Lord. ‘Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool.’ ” (Isaiah 1:18)
“In Him we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of sins, in accordance with the riches of God’s grace.” (Ephesians 1:7)
“The Lord will guide you always; He will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail.” (Isaiah 58:11)
“I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with My loving eye on you.” (Psalm 32:8)
“The Lord makes firm the steps of the one who delights in Him; though he may stumble, he will not fall, for the Lord upholds him with His hand.” (Psalm 37: 23-24)
“For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.” (Romans 8:38-39)